Oh yes, I’m dissociating
What is real?
I’m losing my mind
In the calmest way
I don’t think I’m fine
But I’ll be okay.
My inner most thoughts
Just revealed like that
Vulnerability just sucks
I prefer that mask
A facade of neat
To cover up my weak spots
Someone tell me how to get rid of these dark thoughts
I know what I need
Some inner work indeed
This can’t be real life
This must be a dream
Or a nightmare for me cus I just can’t see
Why me why me
This victim mentality
I’ve become so used to it
A tragic normality
Some inner self work and a new mindset
Will give me the strength that I just don’t have
A walking contradiction
I confuse myself
So please bare with me
I must excuse myself
