Just take another pill
Shit I feel like you will
Cus the way that last one left you really didn’t fill any pain you don’t want to feel
I don’t know how it got to this
Recreational pleasures turned to taking it regardless of the deadly consequence
And trust me I haven’t even lost my senses
Not yet atleast because at the pace I’m going ima just give it about 2 weeks.
Tears in my eyes I’m so confused inside
What does this life mean? What is it supposed to be?
The game of life to me seems like torture
A hell created specifically for us
Don’t say I didn’t warn ya.
I Had my first real heart break at 5
15 years later it’s feels hard to be alive
Not because of that, it happens to many
But because of the cards I’ve been dealt with
I feel like I’ve suffered plenty
And so the pain, it has layers.
Because I’ve covered it up with bandaids and left it to be cleaned up for later
How can I cope? Pick up some dope
How can I feel good inside ? Pick up those pills and fly
How can I go numb? succumb to the Henny and come
To the land of Euphoria
That’s the story for ya
Dark Twisted & Sick.
I’ll never say it aloud but that’s the road I’m headed in