I dont know why it weighs on me heavy
Time has passed but i still feel so sweaty
When i think about you
When i think about us
I dont know about you
But i wish there was still an “us”
Deep down
Reconciliation passes through my mind like a halt at a bus stop
i know that our chapter is locked and sealed
Thrown In the past and covered with dirt and grass
But how come when i think of you my heart starts to peel
The core starts to shine
Are you sure you dont think of me from time to time?
If not then fine
I get it i cant be the one with every guy
But you
You left your mark
As the years past i dont think ill ever forget the spark
I want to let this go badly
But my heart says to look back ever so fondly
Its not healthy
So im ending this toxic fantasy
And with doing that
Hopefully i step back into reality
-nocturnalxo
